Another Friday
Finding the time to do anything had been tough. It’s weird, the past 6 months all I wanted to do is just veg out or be alone and let my mind wander.
Life hasn’t been exactly smooth, stress from work, constant worry about mom; it’s really starting to wear me out. I need to stop using food and beer as my method of stress relief, because the side effect of weight gain is making me even more depress.
Next week I will be heading up to Lake Placid to volunteer at the Ironman, I don’t know if I should sign up for next year again. My gut feeling tells me to go ahead and do it, but the logical side of me says no, because I don’t know what my mom’s health will be like the next 6-12 months.
Mom’s quality of life is on a constant downhill. It is really sad to see her struggle everyday, but in all honesty I pretty much numb to the whole situation. I am not saying I am giving up being her biggest supporter, but at the same time I am mentally ready for the worst. ?????? ????
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Alex, add oil! god bless aunt stronger then stronger. best wishes.
Comment by Kei Kei — July 21, 2009 @ 7:01 am
Hang in there brother!
Comment by TomT — July 21, 2009 @ 10:18 am